My Story...
I still remember everything clearly , when i am 14 i joined secret society,play truncy,smoke & done all those nonsense things.
Everything i done the past 3 years is totally wasting my time.
I had learnt alot of things for the past 3 years, bad or good.
"To learn to be bad takes one day, & To learn to be good takes a year."
I turn back & look into my past, i found out that i had done alot of bad things,
I still remember the first time i took a puff on a cigg, its was fun & shiok, but its not forever...
When i am studying in secondary school, i still remember those times with my friends,smoke inside the school, skipped lessons, jump out of the school fence, althought the feeling was fun & thrilling, but if you are caught you will have face the conseqences.
I admit i was caught skipping lessons & jumping out of the fence, end up detention & caning.
At that time i wouldnt think, just sat there quietly & do my detention, but after joining into a bad company of friends, i skipped my detention & caning . so end up more & more detention & caning.i just would heck care. But now i think back, why am i so stupid. sigh.
Ohya forgot to mention something, everyday in school last time almost fight fight fight.
Then cane & cane.
I still remember when i fight that day, the next day i wont come to school, cause i know confirm blacklisted by the dm.
I still remember that girl , i known her since she was in secondary 1 until today. she was my first love when i was 14. But after we broke up, we didnt contact for almost a year.
Its was fate who brought us together in 2008, our love was sweet for the first few months , but after that it was complicated. i regreted how i treated you the last time. But i know everything was too late now, i have learnt pick up & let go , it has been half a year since we broke up, & i never ever saw you again... i know there are a few reasons, thats why you hated me so much.
we had no choice, letting you go is a good thing for both of us.
Loving you is not a regret, but what had done is done it cant turn back.
Tata, Lets change the topic.
The past 2 years was hard for me, but i learnt to be independence, i starting to work & support myself. I am starting to grow up everyday. Although work & work will make me very tired, but i keep tahan cause i know it is a responsible . Its my job, people pay me to work for them.
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My character its takes time to change, I know alots of my family, brothers,sisters,friends,relatives all care & concern for me, all i can say is sorry , & thanks for all of your guidings & teachings. I dare to say some of my friends cant tahan me cause of my irritation.hai.
Today after hearing one of my good brother teaching & talkings, i think & think,what he say really make sense, thanks brother!
On a road, we have to walked pass obstacles & learnt to be strong & steady.
We have to face the reality dont hide from it,
I admited i really regreted alot for what i had done the past few years that made my parents disapointed,we cant turn back the time alrights? we still have to continue to live & continue to walk to the end of our journey.
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Lastly i really loves my family alots, sorry for giving you all so much troubles the past few years.
The days i spend with Bobo & kuku, memories will always remembered in my heart.
